I think holland sucks because the people here are
I think holland sucks because the people here are very, very, very unwelcoming. I've been living here for about ten years and I still don't know any of my neighbours names. I'm a growing youth and i've spent well over half my life here and I still don't have any friends or people i hang out with. Without trying to sound overdramatic, I now find comfort in my own company. Holland has taught me to live without friends.
For a while I tried to make friends here in Holland, but it always ends in the same disappointing way, i’m treated like an outcast, or a fifth wheel, not even a fifth wheel, i’m the bird poop that accidently landed on the vehicle of the mechanism. In short, i’m treated like dirt and when I am rarely spoken to it is usually to ask me if I want a drink, and I say usually with love, I mean once in a four hour period of time.
The only upside I can find about this place is that nearby where I live there is a Rugby club, and here I found the only semblance of social contact I’m likely to ever get. They speak to me because i’m their teammate but I’m not invited to social gatherings, and i’m excluded from general conversation.
As i’m a guy I long for female attention, but as it stands i’ve never had a girlfriend, these Dutch girls are completely unapproachable. They’re beautiful, extremely beautiful but they never talk to me long enough to get to know me. I’ve been told i’m not like normal dudes, I don’t want to have sex, and I don’t want anything from them. All I want is for a girl to be my friend, someone I can speak to, who she can speak to. Instead i’m passed off as dirt because i’m not smooth, or because I don’t understand the language as well as I could.